the sun will prevail. the run yesterday was harder then expected. new flowers need to be planted today. the hey field is changing it's color. the sewing machine works fine. last night - in my dream - i lost a friend and it felt like my life would fill up with emptiness. none of my dream-bodies are related to real life people. but what is real life anyhow?  i don't want to engage in this philosophical thought concept now. however, the dream felt very real. the morning sun carries a sliver of fall-  already, at the beginning of July, i wonder why. Everything is changing - why did nobody teach me this lesson while i was a child? why do we all  not understand more of the nature of life. this precious life.