the days are running away from me.

i read the news but it seems pointless. i browse the internet, but my mind is absent. i have vivid dreams but they fade away in the early morning hours. the days are long, yet they blend into each other and lose their distinctiveness once i close my eyes at night.

yet i still clearly remember the planting of heather but i cannot recall the various conversations during the course of the day.

the days are running away and i don't have a ship that is parked in a safe harbor.....