the full moon was shrouded last night behind thick cloud cover. Therefore the night was dark. the beautiful white light illuminated only the invisible side of the grey clouds. i think i never saw a moon through an airplane window, would that even be possible? Maybe from the cockpit? - It was dark last night and the rain clouds brought colder temperatures. Yet it did not rain. I was hoping that the moon would shine into my room, that my thoughts would be carried to the man in the moon. But is was dark last night. I turned on the night lamp, but the artificial illumination seemed wrong. I put the cat on my chest and her purr smoothed out the edges of my restlessness. My throat is still hoarse. I don't remember any dreams. Maybe i will sing under the shower and the dark night will fade away.